Sunday, August 30, 2009

Today Is My Husband's Birthday

Today is my husband's birthday. He has been in bed most of the day. He got up a few times but went right back.

I was hoping we would be able to get together with some friends for a quick dinner to celebrate, but he isn't up to it.

As I am writing, I am wondering if the idea of going out with friends was more for my benefit than his. Since he started treatment, we haven't socialized at all. He is just not up to it physically or mentally. Just the idea of having to make small talk makes him anxious right now, and I totally understand that. However at times, I do feel very isolated.

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